don't even want to post

This last couple of weeks I have done terrible. I do realize now that if I don't loose weight I will have to stop running. I don't want that to happen before I'M 40!! That is just ridiculous.I just am at a loss of what to eat. So I might purchase a book or study up about eating raw. This week I went to the Abs and Powerscupt class on Monday. Tuesday I had off. Vetrans day. Wed I went to the Cycle class at 5:30 and Thursday the camp 24 class. Friday I did abs class and Set class. I didn't eat great though, having at least 3 Costco muffins this week. I weigh 165. Wow. I need to loose 30 pounds. That is a lot of weight. I can't believe this is actually me. I have to be a better gate keeper.